Touching Grades

I wanted to cry, when i saw my grade.. :'(...
Allah is Really Ywafi8ny...


Exam 1 : 18
Class Average: 15.25

Exam 2: 18.5
Class Average: 13.6

---->" Shows consistency & good understanding of the concepts and the tools.... Thnks for Giving me Hope ":'(

I remembered my friends worriness and tiredness from studynig the subject, and my 'unableness' to study the subject at all, i was still studying new concepts at the last moments b4 the exams and even came late to the hall....
They've put lots of effort, i did'nt ... and they know that... yet i had better outstanding grades :'(...


El7amduliAllah... sometimes i think Allah Wants me to do something in the future, im not sure what is it...

when i took my paper yesterday, iwas trying my best to find out any mistake, so that my grade lowers, i couldnt find strong ones, i went to ehr and told her : "Dr. i dont deserve it"

She said: " no , comparing to the other girls, you did well

I: "but i really dont deserve it' telling me that i gave her hope', i know myself

She: "Sub7anAllah" with a satisfactory smile...