سبحان مسبب الأسباب...

Yesterday. my sis couldnt come with me back home cuz she had work at uni , where lateron she'll come back after 2 with her friend. Because the lunch needed soem ingrediants, i told her ill go to Ajman Carefour to buy the ingrediants and other imp. foodstuff for the house... I got busy at uni... then bcz it was clsoe to 2 and my sis was already comnig to the house for lunch and her friend... i decided to go to the Co-op thats next to our uni...
Weirdly, i insisted to buy "Cheese" with my own money" Co-ops dont accept Amex Cards" , although i was actually going in the same day to Carefour at night... I got the cheese and went back home.. and sub7anAllah, found out it was already expired for mroe than a week....
قدر الله that i find it, and to return it to the co-op immediatley after finding out, -scared that others may buy and may be poisoned or so-..

i wanted to cry yesterday, not knowing why it was Me, who Allah Chose to Find out... is it that He Trsuts me?.... This Feeling, makes me cry...

Related incident...
I remember, when i wanted to go to Splash in Dubai.. where mistakenly i missed the parking lot and chose a road-way to return back to the place... while driving my way there, i found a mid40 woman walking down the streeet , lookig like a mom, with multiple heavy bags in her hands... she looked like she wanted a Cab but coudlnt find... i finaly decided to stop.. and at the moment she saw me , she said with a smile of satisfaction and appreciation to Allah : I just! prayed to Allah to send me some1 to help me. Allah Really Likes you, so He've sent you...

i was shocked, and when i told my friends about the incident, that she had just prayed and i came, "i didnt tell them the second part about Allah liking me", they told me: Allah Y7ibech... 3ashan cheee...

I'm not sure if I'm worth...
I consider myself as a person who dissappointed Him for some time :'(..